I will forever talk about the boy with loopsided smile and breathy laugh, about the boy who loved huge sweaters with ripped jeans, the boy who talked with soft and gentle words and when he sang stars spilled from his lips, about the boy with big hands that got sweaty easily because of the embarrassment, the man who tried to turn his sleepless nights into story telling sleepovers,the boy who wrote a song for his puppy because how much he loved her, the boy who cried every concert of gratitude and love for every light in that ocean that cheered for his group, the boy who arrived to his brother’s concert bathed in merchandise and screamed for them with pride, the boy that told everyone that it was ok to hurt, to be weak and to fall. And the boy asked the moon if he could paint a small piece of her heart, and the moon saw so much beauty in his soul, that the moon fell in love with the boy too.
jonghyun: is there anyone, from our blue night family, that is crying alone?
not crying of pity, but asking, “why am i living like this?” is there anyone that is feeling uselessly sentimental and guilty?
don’t be like that. i hope you think those bitter days of crying alone are the most beautiful days of your life. you’ll realize with time that your life is actually, pretty alright. i promise you. i’ll write you a guarantee!
the most beautiful thing in the world is right now, this moment, you. don’t ever forget.
today’s closing song is boohwal’s “friend, do you know? (친구야, 너는 아니?). until now, it has been blue night, this is jonghyun.